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Right now I have a major fear of going to the bathroom. I know that sounds weird or ridiculous but after an ectopic pregnancy and a miscarriage I am afraid of seeing blood. With my ectopic pregnancy I started bleeding on CD28 and for this pregnancy CD28 is on Tuesday so the anxiety is high. With my miscarriage I started bleeding at 5 weeks but my HCG levels had already given me a hint that something was wrong. This week I have HCG tests on Monday Wednesday and Friday and will have a better idea of how that is doing. But for now I'm just afraid to go to the bathroom and see blood. Especially being on progesterone it is causing discharge which then I panic if it is blood or discharge and hold my breath waiting to see praying it's nothing and this baby is healthy. Pregnancy after loss is no joke Pregnancy after ectopic is even harder Praying everything remains good and this baby is healthy and in the right spot  #rainbowbaby #earlypregnancy #ttc #ttcafterectopic #ttcaftermiscarriage #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #miscarriage #ovulationtests #pregnancyafterloss #journeytoourrainbow #infertility #infertilityawareness #tryingtoconceive #fertility #opk #ttcsister #fertilityawareness #pregnancyloss #babyafterloss #tww #AF #stayawayAF #clearblue #ovulation #ovulate #waiting  #ectopic