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The TWW is finally over and I was over the moon to see my very first BFP! My very first positive pregnancy test ever. I’m still in shock and can’t stop looking at the tests, I can’t believe it. I’ve been testing once a day, FMU, and I’m sad that my lines are not getting as dark as most of the other line progression I’ve seen, but I’m so thankful just to even get to this point, because I never thought I would even see two lines at all. I fear for a chemical pregnancy, and I feel like in my profession, too much knowledge can sometimes be hurtful deep down, because I know what can go wrong, it’s my job to be on the look out for pregnancy problems every single day, and I see problems far too often. Moving forward is terrifying. Of loss, of success, the unknown is just a nightmare and the anxiety is more real than I ever imagined. I had a small cry with Hubby to tell him my concerns, and ordered myself a beta hcg today, and so were hoping for the best but prepared for disappointment. I’m so grateful for this #TTc community because you guys are the only ones that understand the roller coaster of emotions, and I never thought I would see myself here. Thank you all for the support. Will keep you posted as my Betas come in this week. 💜 #ttccommunity #ttcjourney #ttcsupport #pcos #pcospregnancy #pcosawareness #pcosfighter #pcoswarrior #infertility #infertilityawareness #infertilitysupport #earlypregnancy #lineprogression #faintline