Today is the last day of Baby Loss monthVicki and l are also 1 in 4.xx My pregnancy was known as a…

Today is the last day of Baby Loss month
Vicki and l are also 1 in 4.xx
My pregnancy was known as anembryonic. The NHS definition for this is when a fertilized egg attaches itself to the uterine wall, but the embryo does not develop. Cells develop to form the pregnancy sac, but not the embryo itself.” When I began to bleed I went to the early pregnancy unit. Upon checking my bloods & doing a scan l was told that it was either too early for the scan to show anything, or, it was anembryonic, of which the latter was more likely to be the case, based on my hormone levels and the size of the sac.
I was sent home with another scan scheduled for 10 days’ time & had to wait at home. My miscarriage progressed itself & even though it was unpleasant l am glad it did without any medical intervention.
Whilst my pregnancy was a surprise, my perspective during the loss was devastation, as l had begun to settle on the idea & making plans for baby’s arrival.
My support network was Ruairi & Vicki & family
Without a doubt Vicki was there for me & l very much appreciated that as we have both suffered similar loss.
Whilst Ruairi would offer support, he was also honest in that he felt it didn’t affect him how it affected me, mainly because l was the one going through it, and he felt useless.
My advice for someone who is suffering, or, has suffered a loss would be, firstly, to have someone to talk to & Take time out for yourself
Always remember that everyone’s journey through baby loss is different, one person’s feelings & experience will be different to another.
If you can, avoid comments like “you were only a few weeks on” / “you have one at home / “you can try again.” Simply being there will help
It’s important to remember that: • Everyone’s loss story is our own • No two baby loss journeys are the same • Regardless of how many weeks we all suffered a loss at, we still enter the grieving process. • How we feel today about our loss, despite the length of time that may have passed,
is perfectly natural, and we have a right to express our grief • Where people are on their loss journey is not going to be the same (e.g.: Whether it be through IVF

Today i booked my first midwife appointment for baby 3 I am super excited, and now its all startin…

Today i booked my first midwife appointment for baby #3! I am super excited, and now its all starting to feel a bit more ‘real’ 🙂

My appointment is on Thursday, next week! 🤰🏻 #babynumber3 #pregnancy #pregnancysymptoms #5weekspregnant #firsttrimester #pregnant #duein2020 #mumtobe2020 #babydue2020 #earlypregnancy #3rdbaby #mumsofinstagram #parentblogger #motherhood

He never takes the blame for this What to do…………..indianbride realbride …

He never takes the blame for this! What to do?
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Reached 2nd trimester today and I spot a little bump growing baby is the size of an orange this we…

Reached 2nd trimester today and I spot a little bump growing 🥰 baby is the size of an orange this week 🍊 .
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114.Im outta sync This was actually taken on 111 but close enough..So we had to cancel an ab…

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I’m outta sync! This was actually taken on 11+1 but close enough.
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So we had to cancel an abroad holiday to a part of the world where there is risk of Zika virus (as per UK govt advice as high risk of foetal abnormalities if I were to catch it).
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Instead we headed back to my home town (where I grew up) in the UK as we still had the leave. It’s within driving distance of a beach so went there one day with friends. Morning sickness still around but not too horrible that day.
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Friends had fun finding pebbles that might match the size of the foetus at the time 😂
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Was a good day despite the general faint un-wellnesd of early pregnancy 😊
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#beachday #earlypregnancy #firsttrimester #zikavirus #staycation #foetus #stillsotiny

Ive been a bit quiet recently because weve had a shitty few weeks. The truth is weve had another…

I’ve been a bit quiet recently because we’ve had a shitty few weeks.
The truth is we’ve had another miscarriage.
I started this page to document my journey through baby loss and I felt it was right to be as honest as possible so I have recorded a few videos and put them together in to a bit of a timeline.
It was too long to upload to Insta but if you follow the vimeo link in my bio, you can watch it in full.
This is just a snippet. It’s quite raw and I’ve tried to be as honest as possible in the video because I think it’s important for women to feel they are not alone when going through a miscarriage.
If it resonates with you, feel free to share it, like it, spread it.
There is no shame in being vulnerable.
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#babylossawareness #babyloss #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #grief #stagesofgrief #pregnancy #earlypregnancy #earlypregnancyloss #Motherhood #reality #behindcloseddoors #honestmum

So our scan yesterday went well and we found out that everything is where its meant to be too ear…

So our scan yesterday went well and we found out that everything is where it’s meant to be 😍 too early to see anything other than the sac so I’m heading back next week to hopefully see the yolk in place too 🤞🏻 #earlypregnancy #earlyscan #infertility #ttc #ttcuk #5weekspregnant #stayingpositive #fertility #pregnancy #pregnancydiary

We are now 5 weeks pregnant These weeks are flying buyI am definitely feeling better, compared…

We are now 5 weeks pregnant! 🤰🏻
These weeks are flying buy!
I am definitely feeling better, compared to last week, i feel a little ‘off’ every now and then, im just mainly tired lately.

Anyone else 5 weeks pregnant? Drop a comment below or a DM and we could have a chat?
I hope everyone is having a good week! 💕

#babynumber3 #pregnancy #pregnancysymptoms #5weekspregnant #firsttrimester #pregnant #duein2020 #mumtobe2020 #babydue2020 #earlypregnancy #3rdbaby

Day 47 – 10.29.19Tuesday… New MedsIve never been so dang excited for medicine So far, ther…

Day 47 – 10.29.19
Tuesday… New Meds!
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I’ve never been so dang excited for medicine! So far, #theralogix has seemed to help my infertile body become more fertile and stable. I’m no longer on the Ovasitol powder or OvaVite pills that got my body in better baby-creating condition. Today, I move on to the “during pregnancy” phase of meds. 🤗 Thus, #TheraNatal Complete (a 3 pill package each night) and TheraNatal ONE (1 pill each morning) shall be part of the new regime. .
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I’m quite thankful that people have formulated supportive medicines that allow my body to produce a more balanced structure for all the things needed to help my baby grow.
Infertility is such a struggle – anything that changes the odds for a healthy pregnancy I am grateful! 🙏
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Nourishment flowing,
Help the baby keep growing,
Bring on the glowing!

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